Today is a big day for Izz. The school has invited all the mums to be in school at 12.30 for a special Mother's Day Presentation. He has been practicing his songs at home. We made special origami flowers and a Mother's Day card for Wendy yesterday. He gave the card and flower to Wendy and she loved it! She gave Izz a big hug and put the card on her table. Went back to school at 12.10pm. Wore the red dress and boots I bought yesterday! Izz told me to 'dress up' cause Wendy is going to take our pictures. When I arrived at school, the children were still playing outside. Izz was playing the Monkey Bar and now he was able to swing himself to the last bar! Wendy called the children to come inside and get ready for their presentation. The mums were seated in a semi circle around the classroom. Their programme is as follows: - 1. Singing 2. Dancing 3. Reading 4. Eating 5. Surprise for Mum! Eating time is when every child gave their mum a Fairy Biscuits that they made themselves... how sweet! (No kidding! The bread is literally covered with rainbow sprinkles!) The surprise was a portrait of mum made by each of our child. We had fun singing, dancing and eating together. Aish joined the ruckus too, clapping and making noises. These are the moments I'll treasure forever... Later on that day I managed to finish the Mother's Day card I've been making for Marion and Corinne. Did some origami flowers and boxes for them too. Kye came over to play with Izz. I think he loves it here because of the 'free flow' of snacks and fruit juice... hahaha. Speaking of food, my weight is my main concern right now since it has plummeted to an all time low of 44kg. I used to be around 47-50kg before this but now I seemed unable to go beyond 45kg. Corinne has been saying that I might 'disappear' any time soon if I don't gain more weight. I'm quite flabbergasted since I do eat normally, I eat chocolates, ice creams, junk food anytime I feel like eating them and I'm not a picky eater. I took a long hard look at myself at the mirror and I do look quite thin but still 'presentable'. I can still see some places that I wish were smaller. Not satisfied with that, I stripped down to my skivvies and took some pictures of myself. The result was quite dreadful... I do look BONY. Arrggghhh!!! How did I came to this?? When people told me that I'm terribly skinny I just laugh it off. I feel OK, I eat anything and everything, still able to do my normal activities, and finally able to fit in nicely into a size 8 stretch jeans, so I think I'm looking fabulous. But those pictures tell me a different story. It reminded me of an advert I saw on the telly some time ago about eating disorder. I don't want to turn into an Anorexic Girl! I don't think I have an eating disorder, or do I??? I do love my old self, round and voluptuous. I need to put some meat on myself and fast before I really do disappear. Help......!!!!! I need some practical suggestions.... ASAP!!!
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